Dear Future Wife, It has been 122 days since my emotional sobriety began, and 76 since my last post here. In that time, I have submitted...

Dear Future Wife, It’s been over a month since I last wrote my note to you. In the last six weeks, much has happened. In my desire to be...

Dear Baby B, Coming to terms with the truth that the best way to save myself is to starve the fire of a fuel that I keep pouring of...

My dear future wife, This week has been the most challenging week for as long as I can remember. However, I ended the week with an...

My dear future wife, My first 90-day window ended with a bang – with the press uncovering a fib that I made because I wanted so much to...

Dear Future Wife, I don’t know how much longer you will be hearing from me. My desire to “do the work” has now spiraled out of control....

Dear Future Wife, Today is a new day. It’s always day one. I’ve been diligent at doing the work – I’ve deleted my social media accounts,...

Dear Future Wife, I suppose, without an outlet, you’re my only emotional dumping ground. I’ve had a lot of change, of late –...

Dear Future Wife, I’ve been exploring some of the concepts behind how everything is connected – our environments affect our mental health...

Dear Future Wife, It’s been a week since I last wrote. I’ve continued with my trauma healing work but have not had the time to unpack the...

Dear Future Wife, I know that I’m falling into a depressive state. Yesterday was not as hard as the day before, but I found myself unable...

Dear Future Wife, Today was particularly harder than most other days. I did a bit of reading this morning and the word “trophy” hit me...

Dear Future Wife, I had started to write yesterday, but time slipped away, and I never really got started. It finally rained this...

Dear Future Wife, Today, I’m exhausted. I did not get as much done as I had wanted to, and I feel a little defeated that I’ve let most of...

Dear Future Wife, It’s the weekend again, and I’m incredibly thankful for the ability to have the time and space to think and work on...

Dear Future Wife, Today was a much longer day than I’d expected. I woke up at 4am for work and by the time I had my coffee, while...

Dear Future Wife, It’s the evening of the same day – May 2, 2024, and the person I had spent the last three months with has just written...

Dear Future Wife, Today I’m sitting uncomfortably at my desk. There is much to be done, but at the same time, I am somewhat exhausted. My...

Dear Future Wife, Today I learned the word “latibulate”, which is to hide away in a corner to escape reality. The truth is, I’d have...

Dear Future Wife, It’s been a really awful day. My computer died on me. Again. And for the first time, I don’t think it can be saved...